what's hangover???

I went cycling again!!! did anyone know i jus pick up cycling like last yr! n i m enjoying it! this time i went w my darling n wilson...milk wasnt there...so sad..haha anw we cycled de same route, from ecp to changi jetty n this time round something special...we cycled till the SAF ferry terminal! we even saw parents and frenz coming out from there, which means a new batch of boys booked in tat day...wilson is going there on de coming thurs le...take care bro! after tat, i rush home coz i got tuition...was abit late but its ok...

On fri night, i met up w seowhui after her work...n i m not late! haha instead someone is super late! oppz...we had our dinner at Swensens, suntec city...n now they got a few new courses...i like it! youwei came to join us for dinner as well...after dinner, met up w raymond n we went to the arcade...

den we went to double o! my first time there...drank quite abit n dance till de fullest! oh, xinyan joined us at dblo too! i even saw calvin there...i heard he is booking in nxt week too...haha anyway, i must say raymond, youwei, xinyan n seowhui are good clubbing bubby...had so much of fun n now everyone know my favourite songs!!! oppz...after club, even greater, we went for supper at the prata house! hooray! but i was alrdy spinning...so didt reli enjoy my prata...i vomited de moment i alighted from de cab...hangover...but it was ok...

Jus a photo to share...wasnt successful w photo-taking...

randomsss...

I saw my new baby cousin! it's a girl... =D
everyone's so joyful!
there's one more coming in 2 months time!

how amazing time flies...

i convinced myself to believe:
for when there r things taken away from us, there will be things given to us too...
i will b waiting...for a new start, new story, a new mi...

but for now, can i jus dig a hole n hide all those feelings inside until i feel alright to take it out?
mayb i m alrdy doing it...jus dun let de hole get bigger...
i m struggling w my thoughts & feeling...its something tat i feel i never know wat to do...
i wan to be happy...

Post Graduation Celebration!

It was a long long day of activities for mi...

On wed night, it was de post-graduation celebration for mi n jane...tgt w seowhui, jane's bro n his frenz, we went for mambo night! haha so long since i club...met up w dionna first, den hui for dinner, met up w jane at the esplanade (wat a place =( ), b4 jane's bro pick us up to zouk! n ya, went to look for wilson n played w his dog, Milk!! actually the real name of the dog is not milk, but milk is a nice name for his dog! J will b so happy to see this!! m i right? haha mambo night was alright, not fantastic but nice enough...i think jane, hui n mi went crazy n super high somehow...didt manage to drink much bcoz i dun wanna wash car! haha truth is i m jus not good at drinking! argh! We left jane, her bro n frenz at ard 2 plus for soccer! my favourite player (hui's lao gong) is playing for that match! So we ended up at Chijmes, met up w raymond & his classmates to watch the match --Man U vs Barcelona...so glad tat all of them r Man U fans too! but Man U lost...still, its a interesting match w so many ppl ard...so many ppl screaming, supporting their team n putting on their fav teams jersey...den at 5am, it was home sweet home...

woke up early the nxt morning as i need to go bai bai for this dumpling festival thingy...i was so tired n sleepy tat i didt kw wats going on the whole morning..jus help out n do watever i m told to..oppz...after tat, my aunt bought us for afternoon tea...i miss those high tea i had in melbourne! no hot chocolate thou...manage to catch some slp b4 i went off for my tuition! tat little boy is super happy todae, coz tml is his last day of school! he smile so brightly when he told mi tat he is having a holiday! how good it is to b able to jus smile n feel happy from the bottom of ur heart rite? anw wanna meet up w the rest after my tuition, but i m too tired..sorry guys...need to catch some rest n save my energy for tml! haha

some photos b4 i go off...

Graduation!!


My Family!!!


My classmates!!!


CSCC peers!!!

i love this photo! nice cloudy background rite?

Also, Happy Birthday Youwei!!! i have alrdy lost count of ur age..oppz...stay young anw!

tata..tats all for nw...

i hope i will have a good sleep tonight =D

i guess i wanted to move on...but i do get struck here n there...

that feeling is weird...

sometime sweet, sometime bitter...

sometimes is bearable, but sometimes not...

so many thoughts...for jus a...

if he's doing fine? is he happy?

have de ans, n i will b fine?

anyway, i hope hui could move on too...i know she will, better den i do...

My Graduation!!!

Jus nw at 530pm was my graduation ceremony!!!

Diploma in Tourism & Resort Management!!

Yeah!! i am a offical diploma holder le!!! thou no merit or awards, i should b proud of myself..afterall is not a easy course to get into!! haha ask ard, see how many ppl couldnt get in.. =X

its a hard but sweet 3 years in poly...

first, my class- DTRM 03...when i knew i get into this class, i m excited!! coz i got friends i alrdy kw from workplace- Jesslyn & Diana!! n more surprising is SiLing!! i met her at the clinic when we did the check-up!! n tats 3 yrs ago...Wow wow wow!! my class is so special as we onli hav 2 guys in our class!! den in yr 2, it left w the one & only one after another one drop out...i guess he (ZhuanKai) must be happy now, coz he is free from the rest of the 18 girls!!! its a very memorable 3 yrs spend w my class...still rmb the days where we chiong for projects, fight to meet dateline, trying hard to understand our lecturers n many many more!!! thanks alot to dtrm 03 for that wonderful memories!!! lets keep in contact ok? to my clique: lets meet up soon ok?

Next, is Cscc peers...quite a number of us were at the same time slot jus nw...got yiwen, yinzi, huisan, jane, kelvin, junwei, junsheng, hweekiat n mi!! joycelyn, daphne n wilson came to join us as well!! haha i must say, life in poly have been interesting w these ppl ard!! jus like tat, we had spend 3 yrs camping, attending events, doing CS, nua-ing in club together!! cant believe time past tat fast!! they make my life in poly brighter n more exciting!!! stay in contact too ok? for those boys, jia you for NS!! heez n most impt, special thanks to my darling n huisan!! they bought mi flowers!!! so sweet of them..xie xie ni men =D

not forgetting my FAMILY!!! thank you mummy, daddy n brother for coming down todae...they must b very bored inside the convention centre...but yup!! i m sure they r so proud of mi!! i didt waste their effort n money to send mi to study in poly!! big hug to u all!!! muacks!!

den is angela, seowhui n xiaohua!! haha they r my best friends forever!! thank you so much for waiting for mi, taking photos for mi n attending my graduation!! had a wonderful time w u guys tonight!! look forward to our oversea trip!!! cheers!!! millions of thanks! n creadit to hui for the flowers too!!

finally, i wanna thanks him too...afterall, some of the credits should go to him...he was there w mi for most of my life in poly...still rmb those days where we study, camp, play, rot/nua n date tgt..all this had accompany thru my poly life n i m glad tat i have all this memories!! =D life hav been beautiful w u ard for this 2 & a half yrs...hope i did u proud as well...coz part of the effort goes to u! a big thank you! still abit disappointed for not receiving ur msg...but i kw its different nw...

shall end here, after all the thank yous...will update the photos soon!! =D

Happy birthday to Weien n Junwei!!!

Happy 21st Birthday Weien!!!

On fri, i met the rest of the "unemployed" at tampines to go to weien's bdae chalet...haha the rest meet up at a later timing after their work...his chalet is near changi village n its wulu..heez we took a bus from the interchange n we even miss our stop!! its reli wulu but the scenery there is nice!! even better for couples...n we have a few more couples from club!!

anyway, the chalet there is big!! we hang ard chit-chatting while waiting for the rest n de foods!! n we gossip like as usual!!! oppz...everyone become so kpo when melissa's bf came to fetch her...haha den was huisan's bf as well...had a good chat w everyone but the bdae boy..he is so busy preparing n entertaining everyone...we stay overnight at the chalet, one by one fall aslp except mi, wilson, crystal n chongyan...haha the 2 of them went "LM" for the whole night!! haha honeymoon period is sweet... mi n wilson walked to changi v and the changi jetty, had our supper cum breakfast b4 the rest start waking up...den i went for breakfast again!! had the red tea jelly dessert...heez (onli he will know)...we left the chalet at ard 1pm plus..thanks jun wei for dropping us at the mrt!! Happy 20th birthday to u too!!! =D

That's the front gate of the chalet...

Amazingly the view there is fantastic!!!

I reach home at abt 2pm plus and den was Zzz time!! i was suppose to meet hui for drinking but i m sorry hui..i woke up close to 9pm!!! wanted to go n join them as well, but i dont feel good..so decided to stay at home n rest..i will join u guys another time if there is any k? meanwhile, yup, i will train up my drinking skill!!!

Sunday was a family day!! we went for dim sum breakfast tgt...i can say my parents are reli cute!! a bit heavy to use on them but they make mi n my bro laugh till our stomach crump!! heez den dad bought us to the mandai columbarium to bai ji my grandparents...everyone miss them...hope they r fine over at another side of the world...

After tat, bcoz its still early, we force daddy to drive us ard..he bought us the the upper seletar reservoir, seletar reservoir n a few more which i dun rmb the road name...heez i wonder how i m going to drive ard when i got my licence!!! heez a nice day out w my family!!! =D

Monkeys!! we saw lots of monkeys in a of the reservoir...n we saw ppl feeding them!! aiyoyo...

pass by his camp on fri...lots of memories reappeared in my heart...commando...how many sweat n pain he went thru in there, how many parades i had attended, n many many more good memories...above all, nth beat how proud i m for him...i hav always n still been proud of him...for awhile, i feel like crying...my heart ache harder n its bitter...but as i think back, i wanna smile...
i m glad tat he is doing fine now...deep inside, i wanna wish him-all e best...

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道你好不好

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀
还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到你好不好

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqtZGKA9Y8g

Hui's Graduation!!!

Congratulations to Low Seowhui!!!

She is a offical diploma holder le...watmore she got diploma w merit!!! wow!! =D
everyone is so proud of her!! Great job hui!! jus a pity tat both of us r not in de same school...
mi n anglea went early to sit in as her "parents" but after tat her parents came to take photos w her...first time we travel down to TP...but we still love SP... =D

i believe she smile...from the bottom of her heart...

Thanks to hui n angela, they bought mi to the new tampines 1 mall...feel so like the little green frog in the well..oppz...there are alot of interesting shops, new shops n alot of jap restuarants!! they promise to bring mi there to eat soon...hui got us flowers too!!! millions of thanks to hui!!! =D

Hua wasnt able to join us there as she got work...but we met up after tat for dinner n drinking...actually suppose to b a surprise for hui, but silly mi, say it out jus like tat..argh!! no more fun!! anyway, we got lost!! i didt know the way to timbre @ substation...i hav been there b4, n i like it...but i couldnt find the way there!!! so sorry hui...in the end, we found our way to timbre @ the art house...it was cool...the band was nice, singing songs tat melted my heart...thou i think i still prefer the substation one...oppz...we had pizzas, some snacks n drink alot...after some time, alex n his army frenz came to join us...haha had some fun n we went off soon for another place...

Hua has to leave first as she is working todae...the rest of us?? alex n his frenz got off whereas angela n hui took off...tats y nobody wanna go home so early...we ended up at a retro bar call "Yello Jello"...it was almost empty inside...on a tue night...expected rite? haha we had more drinking...n we played "cai quan", in the end i drank more...to the certain tat my head is spinning...but thanks to alex frenz n angela, they drink my share when i lose...oppz i wasnt good at drinking, didt like the bitter taste n i got drunk easily...but i m determine to go for more... =) need some training rite? heez

Congrats to the 4 of us!!! we r now diploma holder!!! n mayb degree holder in a few yrs time!!! jia yous!!! love u guys!!!

Huihui!! congrats for getting diploma w merit!! we r so proud of u!! n so sorry for being such a sotong...didt mean to say out de...u kw mi ar..haha look forward to my graduation worz!!! =D n lets look forward to the next gathering!!! hohoho...more mario kart, prawning n many many more...=X

Prawning & Picnic!!!

Last fri was a fruitful day for mi!!!

last fri met up w my darling to buy the ingredients for our sandwiches...we r making chicken mayo & egg mayo...so fetch her from yishun bus interchange and we alighted at Sembawang shopping centre...bought her to the water splash park (as usual kena chase out by the security guard), n off we went to giant!!! supermart r always the best place to shop coz its always fill w new n interesting stuffs...yuppie!! also had a long nice chat w her...it feel goods...always glad tat i hav her ard to guide mi thru this period...it must b tough on her as well...n nobody will ever know how much we had put in...but yup, we r getting use to it soon...smile my darling...u will b happy... =D n i forget to mention tat i bought her to the taste of thailand restuarant!!! she love it!!

after tat, went off to meet alex, angela and seowhui...guess wat...i went prawning again!!! haha second time of the week..i hav a group of love-prawning frenz!! n i m glad i hav them...if not jiu no more prawning for mi le...anyone who wanna go prawning can find mi ok? heez mi n hui share a rod, alex n angela share one...n tat day we did something disgusting...we use worms as the bait n the worst thing is we hav to cut the worms into smaller part...hui n angela dun dare to do, so end up mi n alex trying to tear the worms into parts..it was awful!! super disgusting...there's even juices flowing out from the center of the worms!!! but wow!! its reli easier to catch the prawns!!! i think after 3 hours, we got like 60 over prawns!!! haha we cant believe it too!!! cant even imagine how the 4 of us finish up so many prawns...yummy yummy!!! we had fries, chicken wings n satay as well...food n more food!! i hav been eating alot!! abit too much...mayb one day i cant even get out from my house gate!! haha =X

Some photos to share:

Thats de number of prawns we caught!!! we used up 2 bbq pit..

Hui's holding the smaller prawn of the day n i m holding to the biggest prawn if tat day...

my prawning khaki =D
in the process of making chicken mayo...

my darling!!!

On sat, i woke up early to complete the making process of the sandwiches!!! i m trying to get everyone fat!! i use 20 eggs for my egg mayo sandwiches!! haha met up ben n weien at ps to take a bus to Botanic Garden!!! i always wanna go for picnic but nv hav e chance until todae!! =)

luckily the weather was good tat day...didt rain, jus humid n hot...

the picnic was fun!! also a gathering for the yr 3s...there are mi, huisi, yiwen, yinzi, krayon, daphne, joycelyn, kelvin, ben, weien, wilson, junwei, yujiang, kuo qiang...everyone prepared something...there are chicken wings, cakes, agar agar, salads, fruits, bee hoon, hotdogs, fishballs sandwiches and many many more!! we got too much foods!! haha but its fun to jus sit there eating n chit-chatting w them!! =D

so fast, all of us hav alrdy spend like 3 yrs tgt...camps, activities n many more tat we had went thru tgt...haha they r a wonderful group of frenz!!!

*These are the days, my frenz

we know they never end

CSCC the place we want to be

we share our happiness

we'll all work hand in hand

for we are young and sure to hav our way...

we met up at this gate!!

beautiful swans...

look at the amount of food we have!!! so scary!!!

alot of thoughts have been going thru my mind...is it worth it? is it jus mi? did he feel de same as well? i reli wonder if i could get any ans...

ytd...it was once a special day to mi...i tt i smile when i look at our photos taken mayb a few months ago...for a moment, i feel the bitterness overtake mi within that sweet smile..but ytd was a terrible day...for my best frenz at least...my heart ache, for a moment i tt it might jus stop beating...

i cant do much..for i m weak myself...my dear hui, all i can say is u will always mi here, 24/7...afterall i kw it hurts terrible...not tat i can fully understand urs but its tat kind of pain tat make our heart bleed non-stop...cant describe...but i can always lend u my listening ears...jus like u had lend mi urs when i need it...rmb, u can always fall on mi...pour it on mi...i will b there...no matt how strong u r, cried when it come, hide when u wan to...didt i did the same? i got a shoulder here for u, 24/7 too...u will b able to smile soon...let's jia you tgt k? =D

thank you...

i cried...


it hurts more den i could imagine...


but i knew its not a good-bye but a thank you...


thank lots for e memories... =)

A day out...

Wow!! i finally brought my mum to take the Singapore flyer...after so long since i work there..heez went shopping w my mum at marina sq...thou i didt manage to get anything..not in need of anything at the moment..den when we had our lunch at the open space at the food court, we suddenly had the feeling of taking the flyer..so there we go!!! woooo =X

This is a model of the IR...you can onli get to see it when u take the flyer!!!

haha..i guess its another mother's day present for my mum!!! had to thanks weisung & alywn for the help...arigato!!

after tat, my mum went off to meet my aunt for dinner whereas i went off to meet xiaohua and hui!!! so long since we meet up w xiaohua!! must be real proud of her..coz she is a nurse!! i m so afraid of blood...heez we had our dinner at pizza hut and guess wat..we went prawning after tat!!! they knew i often go prawning w him n nw they say they will take over de job...heez thanks guys!! i did had luck tat night but oppz..lack of skill..all my prawns swim away...sobx sobx anyway its fun!!

Right ppl at the right place, right time...

i regretted...
from e moment tat i start reading it, i regretted...
i finished it from the very first to the very last...
i wanted to stop but i didt...
i was trying to prove it wrong...but its more than true after i read...
i m jus the right person, at the right place, at the right timing...
i tt i m blessed but instead i m jus plain naive...
i felt being used...
thou i did hav happy memories...it may all jus be a pile of lies...
lies for so long...yrs...
lies...
for all tat i treasure w every strength of mi..are all lies...
i felt silly...i dun even kw from the start if its true...
i m jus a tree being used to cover another...
i felt hurt, for being used...
i wont to it to anyone...for everyone deserve to be treasure not used...

Happy Mother's Day!!!

To all the mummy :

母亲节快乐！

Happy Mother's Day!

Today was a busy day for mi!!
I woke up late this morning, so my mother's day lunch become dinner...went for tuition in the afternoon, rush home and start preparing my self-make mother's day dinner!!! anyway, i decided to cook for my mum instead of going out to dine as we knew tat todae every restaurants in singapore will be packed..so didt wan to waste time waiting outside...n my mum said, it had been a long time since i cook n she misses it...
So i rush home to prepare after tuition...i start my preparation from 5pm plus and i finishes at ard 8pm!!! haha its long but worth the time and sweat...=D

it's a western style dinner...not veri nice looking but its tasty!!! Very!!! i will let the photos do the talking...

Happy Mother's Day, mummy!!!

Millions of thank you for all the love & care you shower on us...you are always my best mummy!!!

Jack Daniel Global tour...

i went drinking...
for watever reason, i didt kw...
it was terrible...
i tt i can take more...
but it was blackout after tat...
tat feeling was horrible...
i guess its time to improve my drinking...

I went cycling ytd w jane!! once again, i cycled from ecp to changi beach, pass by the aiport runway and back to ecp...wow!! it feels good to be able to tired out myself...whatsmore, i saw a few planes taking off right above mi!!! the sun, the wind, the scenary...everything was reli beautiful...however, bad things do happen...i almost fly off my bike when a lizard ran pass mi at the middle of the road...lucky for mi, i didt injuried much...but my poor jane...she cut her leg when she is making a turn and hit into the pole...funny is, we cant stop laughing at first, coz we didt knew tat the pole can move! hope it wont leave a scar...heez anyway, as usual, we eat after exercising..so sinful but happy!!!

So much of playing...no no...its exercising...haha time for mi to reli look for a job!! reli too boring to jus stay at home and nua...

anyway, i look at his ord photos...so smart, so grand, so amazing...this little parade of theirs, mark the 2 yrs of their sweat and blood...along the way, some fall while some manage to hang on...some tears while some smile...they helped each others thru...they spend their nights in jungle tgt...no matter how tough and hard it is, they all make it...its their day...n i feel so proud of once being part of it...n i believe all those who went thru it de same way as mi, feels de same too...cheers!! for the wonderful 2 yrs in commando!!

Birthday celebrations...

Went for Kian's 21st bdae celebration on sat...Happy 21st Birthday to him!!
actually at first. there's onli mi n huisan...but i guess we r good at self-entertaining...so wasnt a prob afterall...wilson came from baiyu's bdae party at the later timing and everyone is waiting for him to cut cake!!! even greater than de bdae boy sia...but thanks..wilson was there to entertain us for the second half...we chat alot and share alot...den something amazing happen!! JianRong appeared!! is like wow!! mi n huisan was thinking how come tat person look so familar..oppz...but it feel so nice to meet up w them again...i guess i had a good day...=)

Sun afternoon...i had my first tuition w this pri 1 boy...not as scary as i think but alot of patience is needed...Meet up w seowhui and angela for kbox!! finally our singing session...we hav been saying abt it since mayb 1 mth plus ago..but mayb is not de right time to go kbox...i cried a few times when they sang those songs tat bring back memories of us...its ok...i will need some time...things will b better later...n i know in future when i think back...i will smile..coz once in my life, we met each other and we once loved...



一下下

最后一班悬浮火车
满载悬在空气中的不舍
我们却像陌路旅客在月台分开站着毫无牵扯

现在的我能说什么
徘徊你们之间的流浪者
说决定性是给你的却要你给我留下来的许可

我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底的分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想再哭(不爱)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法 再不再想他

希望你是谅解我的
感动过的痕迹还能割舍
一颗心就要爱你了
暂停一下并不算出尔反尔

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ST2XMZyjgDw

I wish i can be there...

Went out w huisan to search for Kian's present...Jane joined us for awhile b4 she went for work...and she bought us egg tarts!! made by herself..thanks darling!!

Had a great time w huisan todae...had a long chat w her, long walking session and many many silly laughter...We did de most silly & shy things today..omg!! i couldnt believe i did tat!! tats de secret btw de 3 of us!!! shhh...

Anyway, i m going to tutor on sunday!! pray for mi tat the parents wont be tat difficult to handle and i will enjoy it...

I wish i can be there...

I reli hope so...

but i didt...

coz is not u tat wan mi to b there...

n i know i wont be able to take it...

i cant take another round of this all over again...

i dont wan to b hurt...

i m alrdy hurting...

But i hope everything is great...everyone is proud of u n u deserve a "Congrats!!"

jus another day...

another day passed...its de same...jus like normal weekdays when he's back in camp...but everything is different now...i m still trying...

Anw went out to meet diana and kaiwen for movie at the cathay...Fast & Furious 4!!! didt watch the first few but i find this very exciting and nice..worth watching...thou i kw i wasnt happy at all...there are many more movies i wanna watch...n for watever reason, i dun wan to stay at home...i dont wan to have nth to do...i have to be busy...to stop my thoughts from running wild, to stop my heart from beating so hard n to stop myself from falling deeper...

it has ended..i kept telling myself...i m still trying...worst when she called n cried w mi...i dun wan it..i cried my eyes out tat night...trying to find reasons to contact him..move on yanmei...i m trying...
someone told mi, i dont have to say goodbye coz i wont be able to say goodbye for he's someone i once loved so deeply...n its ok...for i had alrdy been great all this while...n rmb tat there r more beautiful things ahead waiting for mi...

so long since i am at home at this time on a sunday afternoon..its sunday!! i dun even believe it, not to say i m use to it..i m trying...dunno to be happy or sad thou...went for my new baby cousin full-month buffet this morning...so many new baby cousins suddenly..and their english names are super difficult to rmb...my cousin told mi, she wont need to ans qns in class in future coz even the teacher wont kw how to pronounce it...anw didt manage to take photos of the baby coz she didt even open her eyes at all when i m there...but she's a cute pretty little gal...

i hate sleepless night n tears...it jus dun feel good to be tired and no matt how hard u try u jus cant fall aslp, worst-crying...its reli horrible...haven been eating much as well...nth seem to taste nice to mi and i feel very uncomfortable after eating...i wonder if i had food poisoning coz i vomit out almost everything tat i hav eaten..but they told mi its my "heart" problem...
something came to mi last night when i tt of the both of us...this 2 yrs plus of relationship feels like a dream that i woven myself...i tt as long as we love each other, everything i did is worthwhile...is it? everything, everywhere and anything reminds mi of him...i did wonder, isit i did a bad job as a gf or he jus didt able to commit himself in our relationship...if he reli love mi? or he did jus for de sake of doing it? to him, isit frenz r forever n gf r watever? many many qns and many many things i feel like explaining to him...but no one can clear all my doubts and there's jus nth i can do...jia you le, yanmei...walk out of this n believe there's better tml...somehow i will be able to get thru rite? anw thanks alot of being there, my frenz...

i m falling...deeply in pain...

its hard...jus one night, n the no. of times i hold onto my phone n de thoughts of msging him appeared...i kw i cant anymore...its not de same anymore...still cant slp well last night, woke up onli to find myself in tears...i m sad, i m not strong afterall...

17 Oct 06...

Its over...

the end of our 2 & a half yrs relationship...

i m letting it go finally...thou i dun even kw if i reli can...i m still loving him deeply...but i didt kw i wasnt a good gf...since dunno when, i hav been stressing him..thou everytime i did my best to b there for him...i wanna support him thru out his commando's life, n i did...jus supported him thru-out his final outfield in taiwan..nxt wk, will b his ord parade...its sad & heartbreaking tat nw i cant attend his ord...coz i m so proud of him...he did it! n i m sure he did a very good job...all the outfields, training and road march, he completed all! there r many more things tat i haven got a chance to tell him...so many things tat i will never get the chance to say it to him anymore...yet i hope deep inside him, he knew wat i m going to say...we r going our own ways, but i will still support him whenever he needs it.. this 2 & a half yrs was wonderful...we visited almost all de attractions in singapore and even went to genting [i tt we will be able to travel again..but..=( ]...we had fun, laughter, joy as well as some silly moments too..n of coz we do hav sad and angry times...silly mi, to always tt tat it will b fine as long as we hav each other...till todae tat i realise, it onli make things worst...it reli tear mi into pieces when i learnt the truth...but i m grateful tat he let mi kw all this...i dunno if i reli did a bad job as a gf...i did try my very best and had put in all my effort...i guess tat y i cant seem to let go...now tat we r friends, i hope he feels happier..at least free-er from mi...nobody will let go to the one u love deeply...yet i hav to, coz i lost the key to his heart...tats de most hurtful part ba...u love someone so deeply yet u cant do tat anymore...

17 oct...a day tat i will rmb forever...i'll keep these beautiful memories tat u hav given mi, deep inside my heart...thanks alot for everything...i hope u did truely feels my love to u..for i reli did all my best...

worst words tat i ever wanna hear...
i feels terrible...
for all i did all this while...
a "lazy" covered it all?
wat m i?

i am not tat strong afterall...

Batam Oie!!!

In the morning on 5th of april, 11 of the yr 3s went to Batam!! haha and i guess everyone is just so excited abt it...coz we give ourselves a Batam call, a group cheer and even a Batam song!! We did video down all our silly acts and i jus cant stop laughing when i m watching the "Green Bottle" video..alright, i shall not promote it...

Oh, and the 11 of us were Mi, Huisan, Jane, Dionna, Joycelyn, Huisi, Daphne, Benjamin, Kelvin, Weien and Wilson!! the womderful batch of frenz to travel!!

First day when we just reached the hotel, we were quite lost..we dunno de way ard and we dunno wat can we do...but lucky we pick things up fast..After we check in our rooms, we booked a van and went to the Nagoya Hill...Had our lunch at A&W!!! i miss A&W!! our childhood food!! heez den did some shopping b4 we headed to another shopping centre at Batam Center...Tats where i realise our guys are better shopper den the gals!! haha they r so happy-buying!! Had a free 1 hr singing session b4 all of us go to lala land...

Second day was the fun-filled one...We had a complimentary buffet breakfast at the resort b4 some of them cab down to the nearest bank to exchange their notes...The rest of us- we slack in the hotel room awhile b4 we decided to go for a swim...When the rest r back, we went to the beach..Actually wanna canoe or kayak but it was low tide...Lucky for us, after a awhile the uncle told us that we can go out for snorkeling!! Wow!! Look at the photos for the actual feeling...what i can say is FUN but abit tiring!!! And guess wat, mi and joycelyn even had a feel on jet ski!! can u imagine our legs become jelly-like after the ride...hehez After washing up, we went for a massage b4 we had our dinner at Golden Prawn..We had mainly seafoods and its just simply enjoyable!! Photos photos photos...they will speak a thousand words...heez anyway must credit to huisan for all the photos..she did alot of photo-taking during our water activities...Must credit to everyone also...everyone plays a part to make the trip so FUN!!

On the last day, we went to find the uncle in the morning for the shells that he promised us..he was reli wonderful!! he gave each of us a shell (i dun rmb what is it called alrdy, but i think its call gong-gong)...anyway after that, all of us were cup-noodle-ing and snacking b4 we check out..Had a great time taking pictures b4 the bus came to fetch us to the ferry terminal...and yupz..home sweet home!!

It was indeed a wonderful time spend w my cscc peers...I m sure that i will miss those days..and i will rmb our 约定 to travel again in 2 yrs time by plane!! thanks alot my wonderful frenz!!!

I m Back!!!

Hello!!

I m back!!

From all my holidays...but it will take mi sometime to update on the batam trip as well as de melbourne trip...Took lots of photos for both trip and i believe de rest have alrdy talk abt it..especially the "green bottle" song!! oh my..i cant believe we did that...Wait for my update..soon...=D

Anyway came across a conversation between a man and a woman on Tv today which i tt its meaningful...i dont rmb the actual words but it should be something like that:

Man: Woman must be very confidence in herself to think that she can change a man by marrying him..

Woman: Actually NO..A woman try to change her man only bcoz she love him so much..Bcoz to change a person it requires alot of effort and no one will waste their effort on someone unless she love him..

Man: Yupz..maybe is not that woman are confidence of themselves but just the man are always heartless...

A few hours to Holidays!!!

Yupz, first thing i am going to do on sunday morning is to travel to tanah merah ferry terminal for a boat ride to Batam!!! This batam trip should consider as our yr 3 graduation trip...We will be going to Batam for 3D2N...haha So excited!! =D

Den straight after the 3D2N, i will be flying to Melbourne with my cousins to visit my aunt + to enjoy ourselves!!

~~Therefore, if there is any things that you need to look for me, you can drop me a msg...i will reply if its urgent or get back to you guys when i m back on 18th April...

Also, bcoz of my holidays plan, i wun be able to attend the Weekend activities...hence, Good luck & all the best to the OCs as well as GLs...As for the gathering on 18th, i will dropby if i still have the energy!! haha cheerz...

^^Everyone enjoy the last bit of holiday b4 some start school-ing, working, etc...

Let me also update abit on the past few days...Met up with Seowhui as she acc mi to source ard for the best rate to exchange, angela joined us after her work and we had our dinner tgt!! haha den we went prawning!! that was amazing- thurs was a ladies night so 1 for 1 kind of thingy...we suppose onli to prawn for an hour (which is wat we paid), but the guy there allow us to continue prawning for FREE!!! heez the rest of the story, i shall leave it for angela & seowhui to say..haha On Fri, met up with them again to have lunch at SSC...We ate Astons and i still love it!! heez but something reli make mi upset!! A security guard came over and scolded us for being too old when we play at the new water splash area in SSC...Sad rite...y cant an adult play too?? Thou i kw alot of the teenages if allowed will end up spoilting here & there...At night, all my relatives gathered at Lim Chu Kang for tomb-sweeping...but the onli one i recognised is my great grandmother..for todae, we went to mandai to bai ji my grandmother and grandfather...

Alrights, thats all i have...CYA guys when i am back!!

I am going Happy Holiday-ing!!! =D

Back from CSCC FO 09/10

I am back from FOC 09/10!!! Good Job to the OCs, GPs, GLs & of coz the CAMPERs!!!

This FOC was reli a memorable one for me.. Its going to be the last FOC that i will be attending as a sp students, sleeping in sleeping bag, having stations and many many more to recall...Afterall, CSCC is the place tat bring fun, joy and laughter into my life in Sp...A lot of things to recall and a lot of things to miss...Especially those times spent with my batch of ppl and the seniors...too many thoughts to think and too many words to say...What i can say is all this tiny little things and memories will always stay w me and i am reli grateful tat i joined CS and allow it to pei me thru this 3 yrs of poly life...

Back to this yr...It's the first time in my life in cscc that i have so many stations and get to partner w alot of yr 1s & 2s...coz I start off as a camper for FOC 06/07, den i became a GL for FOC 07/08, den i was involved in Food for FOC 08/09...

Thru out the 7D6N camp, i was involve in station game-hands,legs n buttocks, Verus game- humans bowling, Night walk Classroom Station & Amazing race!! First time in this 3 yrs that i ever tried Night Walk Station!!! coz i never dare..but since its my last yr of FOC, i jus give it a try and i guess i enjoy it... =D

3 cheers to everyone!! After partnering w a few of the yr 1s and 2s, i can say that they reli improve alot and they are now more willing to learn and not wait for us to spoon-feed...

Jun Wei also created a new songs to entertain all the bored GPs during the camp...Its call "100 Green Bottles"!! LOL...a fun and waste time song!!

To the campers, yr1 & 2s : Do stay in contact and feel free to ask me for anything under the world!!

Fyi, my name for this FOC is call "Hoo-oo Ya-e-ya"...

**another unforgettable things we did during the last day of camp!! All the cscc ppl were ask to clean up the paint at the Sac Foyer...Everyone put in effort and I believe none of us did ever like tat de clean up their own house..haha

Then, after the clean up, a few of us went to la-teh...The yr 3s also use the time to discuss our batam trip!! Its this coming sunday!! Hooray!! so excited!! First time travelling w them...There are 11 of us going...And we gave ourselves a "Batam Cheer, Call and etc"...cant reli rmb le..haha

anyway anyone know where has the best rate to change "Sin to Rupiah" & "Sin to Aus dollar"???
And i need to get a job right after i am back from melbourne le...gonna spend so much and have to earn them back!! haha let me know if you have got job lobang worz...thanks =D

Fo Camp 09/10

Just in less than 24hours time, i will be in sch prep-ing for FO camp...Time flies...This yr, its the 4th FO i am attending le...N i m looking forward to it!! m therefore i will be away for 7 days, from 24th till 30th...

All the best to the OCs & May this FO be a success!!!

Anyway, let mi update abt my weekends...On fri night, i met up with seowhui, angela & youwei...Yupz, u r right!!! We have another round of mahjong-ing!! Lol..i guess we r really into mahjong..but we only play on fri night...hehez Actually wanna play thru out the night but we ended ard 4am coz everyone was tired...Sat noon, i went to the food fair cum career fair cum travel fair with my mum...actually wanna bring her to the flyer but it was raining the whole afternoon...sooo nxt time ba mummy!! haha Sun and todae are my resting day b4 i go for camp and my holidays!!!

That's all ba i guess...cya when i am back from camp!!!

Let me end off with our photos- Thats taken during his 21st Bdae celebration!!

Jia you for your outfield!! All the best & take good care!! muacks

I miss him...

He is away in Taiwan now...

I miss him deeply...

Jus a random post...

Actually didt did much for the past few days...Mon- Went to work again w Seowhui...but something terrible happen to her!! i reli feel very bad when she kana bully there, afterall is i get her in de...but i m so glad tat she pulled thru...Tue- I'm working w Seowhui again!! i always like to work and i believe i work better w my friends around...=D On Wed-I slept till nearly 1pm b4 i woke up and get ready for work...work night shift that day...Thurs- Went to work early in de morning, obviously i am reli veri sleepy but i guess i feel very free bcoz todae will be my last working day till i come back from my holiday!! haha HOLIDAY!!! they are calling me!! then, tml mayb staying at home to pack my camp/trip bags and at night its mahjong again!! haha

Anyway, this few days have been terrible wo him...its not the first time but this time is the longest...terrible waiting, terrible misses and terrible days...Daytime are usually alright w work to keep mi busy...the night time are the terrible ones...sometimes just tears there to keep me accompany...1 more months to go...jia you!!

To all those who are not feeling well, please take good care of urself...Get Well Soon!!! =D

Mahjong Mahjong & Mahjong!!!

Went school with huisan on thurs to take a look at the Enrolment 09/10...this yr there's a change of the rom location, used to be at FC1 area, now it's at the convention centre area...less atmosphere and no air-con!! the new location is less attractive as compared ba..anw huisan ltr acc me to far-east to get my Dinner & Dance dress!! Finally i got a black dress, and its reli so last min!!

On fri, at last i got to work tgt in the same counter as seowhui!! Yuppie!! coz usually the ppl there don't like frenz to work tgt...After work, i went home to do abit of cleaning up of my house coz my papents are coming back todae and i promise them i will keep the house clean!! Then, went to sun plaza with hui and met up angela for dinner..then, it's mahjong time!! Mi, hui, angela and youwei!! We played 2 rounds & 1 extra "wind", end ard 3am and i slpt till now!! haha ytd mahjong was de best for mi, play so many times with them and i finally get to win some cab money for ltr...anyway just in a few hours time, i will be cab-bing down to Raffles Marina Clubhouse for CSCC D&D...its at tuas!! omg!! cant imagine the amt i going to spend on cab!! haha nvm..i guess this will the last CSCC D&D i m attending...haha i m going to prepare myself soon....wont be doing my hair and stuff this yr...got to save alot money for my oversea trip!! =D

The start of a long WAIT again...

So long since i last blog...cant rmb much of what i did...Should be just working and staying by his side...From my memories, past few days, have been meeting up with him for dinner, shopping, arcade-ing, prawning, mahjong-ing and mayb some others here n there...I reli do have STM...oppz

Ytd night, he flew to Taiwan for his final outfield...I went to the airport with him onli as his parents need to work early the nxt day...Wasnt a good one i guess, was feeling really bitter and sad..thou he is just going for a month..He will be back on 9th April but we will onli be able to meet up on he 18th as i will be flying to aus for holiday on the 8th!!! Terrible i guess...Waiting for him is the last things i will ever ask for!! Suddenly, time seems to slow down, everyone ard mi are busy with their stuff and etc etc...Many many many things just simply make my days wo him worst...but haha, better dont let him know abt all this!! I guess he need my support nw!! I got to stay strong and independent to pei him thru the tough outfield!!!

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

Hope my voice are loud enough to travel to Taiwan!! Meanwhile, i will be here ready to be his supporting pillars..And of coz i will be missing him deeply......Take Care and be careful for your outfield!!! All the best in all your missions!! Ganbatte!!! <3



Anw just some random thinking, coz i am afraid...not tat i dun have faith in our rela but...will we reli last? is there reli a rela tat will last happily ever after? one by one, i see my dearest frenz all going their own way when once they are so happily tgt...sometimes i reli hope i will get an ans, thou i know i never will...=D

A whole week of story...

Wow, have been very busy everyday and finally get to do a short blog now b4 i go to lala land...anyway i cant reli rmb what i have done for the week...working, shopping, looking for david and it's WEEKEND!!! I always love weekends...

Went dinner with hui and angela on fri night after work...Hui is now a part of the flyer, hope we get to work tgt in de same counter soon...met angela at orchard and had our dinner at Crystal jade La Mian Xiao Long bao...actually mi n hui intend to go home early...but...haha we ended up playing Mahjong at Hui's house till like i think near midnight!! omg!! hui got to wake up at 4+am for work!!! Jia you le!!

He fall sick...oh no..tats de worst...make sure he get enough rest and get well soon...i must make sure he is super pink in health b4 he go to taiwan for his final outfield..take care worz...=D

We meet up on sat late afternoon to catch a movie- The Curious Case of Benjamin Button...I must said its a very nice show, worth watching it and its still full house after so long!! It has very touching and meaningful story line! Ate our dinner and off we went to Safra Tampiness for bowling!! I guess i am just lousy at bowling!! Never have I even reach the score of 100!! terrible!! but i am going to learn and improve...watch me!! haha

On Sun, I meet up with my poly classmates for lunch at Marina Square-The Waraku Restuarant. More den half a year since we met up, our PTN Mr Ronald is also there...had a good chat and lunch..i am going to miss those days studying in SP...heez anw went off to meet him again for the 2nd movie of the week!! We catch Marley & Me!! The main story i suppose is on the DOG!! Omg!! its damn touching and funny...i wonder how they make the dog act so real and "naughty" in tat show.its make mi cry espeacially when the dog is dying...haha Watch it if u haven, you will enjoy it!!

Time for me to end and get to bed!! have to work tml morning!! Jia you Yanmei!!

anw its just one more weekend with him b4 he fly to taiwan...reli going to miss him alot...but i will stay strong coz i need to be here to support him during the tough times! Let's jia you tgt ba!! and do take good care of urself..muacks!!! a kiss for a good week ahead!!

2 new members!!!

I have been working at the flyer finally..after nearly half a year of ITP!! It was good to be back at a more familiar place but sad to say many of my colleagues there resigned or are resigning...I guess tats a workplace life..anw have a little of culture-shock too...so many promo are going on and so many damn changes!! hope i wont get it wrong..will be working there every single weekday until the FO camp ba!!

Then, is the long wait weekends!! Hav been looking forward to every wkend since he "booked-in"...met him in the afternoon and went to PS, suppose to catch a movie but every single show is "filling fast"..so we ended up in the arcade..haha we happen to walked past all the catch-bear-bear machine and decided to jus try and waste money BUT...i got 2 new collections!!

The 2nd bear we tried using $1!!

1st catch @ $0.50...someone had alrdy put a token into the machine..haha and him looking so happy and proud of himself for getting it at 50 cents..

We actually also did try to catch a 3rd one since we had some tokens left but didt manage to get anything...haha but i think we are shocked when we got these 2 bears!! its so amazing!! saw hui and bran at the arcade too..Then, we walked over to the cathay and watch a movie - Slumdog Millionaire...A veri tamil-like movie but i guess it was nice..its a romance movie...

And guess wat..i bet soccer ytd!! first time of my life...Man U-2 and Blackburn-1...watch the soccer match at his house and its damn exciting!! If you watch it, you will know what i mean...haha he was at my house todae and we finally completed our jigsaw puzzle!! YEAH =D...shall upload the photos when its ready!!

Dear: thanks for the wonderful wkend...shall look forward to more!! and nxt wkend to hang up the puzzle!! i love you!

Exercise!!!

Meet up with Hui at abt 9am to go ECP to cycle!! Its jus so FUN, after so long of not exercising..Oh no!! I guess all the fats-buddy are looking for me alrdy..haha Anyway mi n hui reached ECP at abt 11 plus, walk abit and start our cycling!! We cycled damn long, i think about 3 hours ba..my butt hurts the most!! oppz..We cycle from Pit C to Pit H den to changi beach where we pass by the airport runway den back to ecp n its DAMN long!!! haha I am super duper badly burned and I had 3 different shade of colour on my leg!! terrible!! and hui, i shall not post photos of my leg..its damn ugly k?? N stop laughing..i can see from here!! haha Tiring, aching and burned!! but its fun and most impt i finally exercise!! after i think 5 months of itp..n i am getting better at cycling..Wow, so happy coz i jus pick up last yr nov..then, we took a bus which ended up at causeway point, had our dinner and home sweet home..i got to sleep early to prepare for work tml!! will b back at the flyer..wonder if i will have culture shock..quite scary as i haven been working there for half a yr plus and everything must have changed...*pray for me..

Anyway to all my friends, Let's meet up soon ok?

Our 28th Monthsary...

Happy 28th Monthsary to us!!

Fast but a very bitter, long road for the both of us...dating a serving NS man is not a easy task, we had several quarrels and even to the extend of breaking up..but we hang on..i don't know if its a correct choice..all the sweet little things he does always brighten up my day, yet at the same time all the small little things tat he overlooked hurts me..can i even complained? who can answer all those qns i longed to ask? mayb one day..i m waiting..For now, i shall be happy...happy for all the good things that happen and forget all the sad things tat had happened.

Anw went back to Jetstar and SP ytd to get my log book done...and yeah!! i am done with my attachment, my log book and my Uni applications..ermm, other den the CCA appraisal and the bursaries thingy...better get it done fast!! and Thanks Hui for the accompany, she went ard with me the whole day!! And i finally bought her to the "secret place" for lunch at the airport, Diana joined us too!! Met some of my colleagues and they r happy to seee mi again too (other den my head). Then, mi & hui went JP to had our dinner where we decided to play mahjong!! Can u imagine how bored we r..for such a random and last min decision. haha So in the end, youwei, baiyu, mi n hui were playing mahjong at hui's place. Her mother and Jiale joined us for a few rounds too!! Let's have some more mahjong session ba!! thou bad for my wallet but good for brain!! i m slowly learning...wait till you all see my power!! haha

Dear: Happy monthsary to you...

hope its a good day for u and jia you for the rest of the week...

rmb to save your energy for the wkend to piece up all de jigsaw puzzle..

i love you..n b nicer to mi worz...we will be happy...=D

Simple and Nice...

Happy Post-Valentine's to all my friends!!

Valentine's Day was a great day for me. I finally end my 5 Months ITP on 13 feb. I dunno if i should call it good or bad...I didt extend in the end as they need someone who can work longer n best full-time. I sort of miss the ppl there alot and my income is now cut-off. But lucky i still can go back to flyer..wonder if they still wan mi..haha.. Anw on fri, it was a sad day for me. I have to rush as much work as possible and handover all the rest of my undone work. Then, my office aunt suddenly pulled mi to aside at 4pm plus and pass me a red packet. She say alot of touching things...and when she say that she will miss us, i cried. Tears just flow freely and i have no control over it at all. Until 530pm when everyone leave and say goodbye, tears still flowing..I didt know y, i dun miss de job and i m free from the "cheap labour" but y m i crying??? I guess i miss all my colleagues, they are all very nice people. Anyway, managed to help Cindy finish up most of the cabcharge invoice, hope her workload is lesser now. n Cindy, take good care of urself and your baby!!

After work, James and the rest invited all the interns for a Kbox session, so i went. Left the place at about 11pm, gave everyone a goodbye hug and ta ta, tats de end of my ITP at jetstar!!

anw here's some photos taken on thurs which is the Dinner & Dance of Jetstar at Arena!!! The theme of the D&D is Hollywood and tat will explain why a number of them are dressed up "weirdly"...haha

Evelyn- She's "bullies" mi alot!!

That tall man standing is our Chief Pilots!! He's damn TALL!! Just look at the rest of us!!!

Melanie, Irene and Me!!

One of our pilots- Mark...

Al, Mi, Asmidar & LC..the one infront is Ernita-another one always "bully" mi!!

On 14 Feb- Valentine's Day...

I got a surprise!! He appeared with a bouquet of White Roses and a big box of jigsaw puzzle at my door!! That was reli WOW!! We went to catch a movie- A wedding Game- at PS, had our dinner at the Sushi Restuarant at Cathay and went to our favourite place!! Went home ard 10pm as i have to do my Uni applications. Todae he's at my house, both of us trying hard to do out the jigsaw puzzle. N it's difficult!! but very fun as well!! Didt manage to finish it..Waiting for him to book out nxt wkend to complete it tgt..

Thanks alot for all the surprises. I am really happy and appreaciate it!! smiling.. this valentine's is simple and nice and fun!! may we have many more valentine's tgt!! loving you always..

a terrible day...

This is just to post abt all my complains...Ytd was a reli bad day...if u jus met up w mi recently, u will hear me complaining abt this another SP intern here. She's super duper wuper PMS gal and veri veri spoilt!!! n worst thing is she hated my boss n therefore started hating all HR ppl, which includes mi! at first, i didt reli care, but slowly i realise she is starting to do all the opposite thing to mi, say negative things abt HR and sound veri nasty when i ask her something. Ytd was jus another incident when she yell and say NO when i asked if she wan to go for the d&d..then, later in de day, she changes her mind and wan to go!! and u kw wat she did!!! she didt register w mi directly, instead get everyone ard her to inform HR... ... alot alot..n i m jus too mad to blog abt it le...in short : I hate such spoilt bitch!!

anw i should sincerely apologise to diana..i ingore her totally ytd as that "rong mo mo" wan to stick w diana and did all things to upset mi thru diana...

Happy weekend!!

Finally meet up with Wilson, Huisan & Jane for some little CNY visiting...We went to Jane's house first, ate lunch over there and nua awhile b4 they move on to my house...*Thanks jane and ur mum for the wonderful bee hoon and curry chicken!! haha den its my house..we start playing mahjong and everyone is so addicted...at first we played wo money then slowly we start to play w money!! I won $7+, jane won $0.20, huisan and wilson lose...but i guess everyone enjoy!! coz we r suppose to visit huisan's house after mine but when we end our mahjong session, its alrdy 9pm!! haha thats de whole day of mahjong-ing..n they say we r still going to meet up for another session after our ITP!!

On sunday, i meet up w him and when to the flyer. Suppose there r this hongbao giving out thingy but when we reach, the queue is super duper long till we dun even think of queuing..so we jus walk ard the flyer and went to our fav place..hehez and everyone!! i know of a place at bugis selling veri nice fried fish bee hoon, its reli nice..try it if u don't believe!!!

Deep in thoughts..

Goodbye our dear friend..

Clifford whom i get to know him from cscc passed away last sun. I heard its due to brain tumor and this has been with him for more than half a yr ago. But the news came so sudden that i didt know how to react. As I rmb tat somewhere during sep last yr, i jus asked jw abt his conditions and his reply to me was he's recovering. I believe no one would think tat such things will happen to a 20 yrs old boy. Life's fragile, tats wat my frenz told mi. Thinking back, i hav always think tat he is a quiet guy yet could b quite funny at times. Recalling wat the seniors used to tease him of his calm and slow reaction to emergency. One of the seniors even said that he is de calm-est person he even met during camp. Life's fragile...But i believe he is de heaven nw, away from all de pain and suffering..Rest in peace Clifford...

Anw its onli another 1 week to the end of my ITP. My reporting sup asked if i wanna extend till the nxt batch of interns come. however, there will b some changes to my current position. If i extend, i will be taking over the flight ops job and i might need to leave anytime if they manage to find an outside contactor. I dunno if i should extend..Money wise, i should extend and best is i dun have to search for another job. Bad part of it is, i might not have the time to rest or even attend cscc dnd and foc. silly mi, so stress up jus by thinking abt all this...

SADDED...don't ask mi y, is all bcoz of u...

Counting Down..

7 more days to the end of my ITP!!!
N i should b consisted as a Graduated!!
Actually i did enjoy my attachment at jetstar, the ppl there are nice and the work i m doing is easy and i enjoy doing it. Mayb its just my head...She is not a "easy-to-deal" person, she wants to care abt everything and keep everything under-her-nose. n sometimes its jus difficult to work for her. She hav for mood swings, n whenever its bad, the interns will kana. Watsmore when she tell us (interns) that we must work till we r worth the money they pay us. Her style of work reli irritates everyone ard her. Everyone refers to the whole corporate staff other den mayb de ceo. n its sort of obvious to see. Other than tat, the rest of the staffs are veri nice to interns and we get to learn alot. Thou i m still happy that my attachment is going to end!!! Hooray!!

Now, let mi update some of the photos taken at the zoo..(haha, not much photos coz i m stil learning how to use it..)

Zoo!!

White Tiger!!

This is a new place at the zoo...its a kampong house with all the things from the past. They also showcast all the pests n animals that can be found in the past. Mi and kaiwen screamed when we were trying to open the drawer. Its a nice n fun place. go n take a look if you hav a chance!!

The cage to transport Kangroos!!!