Sick...

i m starting work tml...but...

illness could u stay away from mi for awhile first...
let mi get all my things done first...
pls...

A fresh start...

I am going to start work this coming wed!!! as a Associate, Customer Service @ Great Eastern...dont ask mi wat is it...i myself also not very sure...oppz...i m so excited yet scare abt it!

Pray hard for mi tat everything will be good k? i hope i will be able to learn n produce good work, i hope its a friendly environmeny & i hope tat i will enjoy myself there! i also wonder if there will be any ppl ard my age there...i went there twice, once for the interview, another for the contract signing, n all i see r ppl ard the age of late 20s to 30s...cant believe tat i m actually stepping into the workforce in 1 day time!

But something to worry abt...currently, i got tuition on mon, wed, thurs, fri n sun!!! n i cant drop them for now..to think, its good to be able to be busy n earn lots of money! but i also wonder if my body could take all this...i hav to rush back for tuition straight after work n wat if i need to OT??? i didt kw wat to do for nw...lets see how for the time being ba! one thing for sure, my schedule will be super packed, w all the working, tutoring, gathering n partying!!! =X

The orange tunnel...

Nobody knew but him tat tats was my favourite place...i went thru it again tat night, n i still love tat place...

Meet up w xiaohua, seowhui n angela on thurs to celebrate Hua's 22nd bdae! We went timbre again...i love their live bands & pizzas...n i got my way right this time! i m happy for not losing my way... =X after tat, we met up w alex n his frenz n went to Zirca...club, drink & dance! n i realise, its nice to have bdae celebrations at club...anw the rest jiu leave it till i got the photos n let them do the talking!

Fri-- my little kid got a little request...he wanted a blue lollipop...heez had my tuition w this cute little boy b4 i went over to celebrate Joycelyn's 20th Bdae! We had a buffet at Quality Hotel..sounds class rite? haha anw had lots of fun & took lots of pictures...shall upload them soon, b4 they say i slow! haha Happy Advance 20th Birthday Joy! stay more glam..haha n of coz i didt forget the long chat i had w my darling...i love her!

Today i met up w angela at sun plaza, got the ingredients tat we needed n we went back to her house...we r preparing for our picnic! yummy yummy! Reached Marina Barrage abt 6pm, went to walk ard b4 settling down...n Yeah! i fly a kite! didt fly well thou but i m still happy abt it! A gal in front of us said to her father "daddy, did u see tat MINI kite?" Lol yes! my little kite! haha today, the sky is filled up w clear white clouds n many colourful kites! the wind is blowing gently, trying to ensure tat every kites can catch up w the pace...everything is so nice so prefect i tt...its a beautiful day! =D

Wondering...

I have my schedule all packed..i should said i had planned all the activities way b4 hand...mayb i m free coz i m not working, but i dont seem to be free...how come??? but go ahead n date mi! =D

someone told mi: " take things one at a time now...i kw it sounds trite, but just wake up in the morning and tell urself that u only have to be strong for one day. Just one day. N u did tat over n over again......"

i tt mayb tt would help a little...thanks anw...

anyway, Happy 22nd Birthday XiaoHua!!!

Happy Father's Day!!!

I went back to malaysia to rest & relax for the past few days... =)

Guess wat! i tried riding a motorbike!!! it was damn cool! at first, my cousin bring me out for a ride...it was fun till some irritating guys rode beside us n disturb! i think those who saw it, kw how scared i m den...we didt realise or even kw tat 2 bikes r following us until one of the 3 boys tried to pull mi off the bike! scary rite? i think i did scream abit but mostly laughing...coz my cousin rode so fast to escape away from them! yet the thoughts of them kipnapping us didt appeared in my mind at tat moment...but we r alright! n we didt dare to mention anything in front of our parents...shhh...my cousin ltr decide to teach mi how to ride...so i took over the driver seats! it was damn scary! but of coz fun n cool!!! i nw kw why so many ppl enjoy riding a bike at high speed! dangerous but nice! n i love it when the wind blow pass mi...anw the bike is auto so it wasnt difficult to learn... =D

Some photos to share:

my cute little cousin! did alot of phototaking w her..its all on fb... =)

her trying to carry a newborn baby...she always try to act like us (adults)...
All cousins!!!

Today! I went for my tuition this afternoon...taught 2 todae n i end at 7pm...den i hav to rush home again! coz i m cooking again for my daddy!!! but its a late dinner...oppz but hai hao i long prepare the ingredients properly b4 i went for my tuition...cook cook cook...n ta-ta!!! Dinner's ready! i saw the smile on everyone face...i kw they had a long wait...coz its alrdy 9pm! We had curry fish head, King of the pork n KangKong! all my daddy's favourite!

Happy Father's Day!!!

i love my daddy!!!

Ouch ouch ouch!!!

Ouch!

Someone left mi a painful cut ytd when i went swimming...
well, the pool is so crowded coz its school holiday... =X

Happy 21st Birthday Daphne!!!

its hard but i will/ m trying even harder...
i slow down a little...to think to wonder...
jus let it b...

The heart has its reasons which reason does not know.
~B. Pascal

updates!!!

I have been busy with gathering this weeks! its fantastic!

Mon, met up w my batch ppl for dinner at the hereen...why? coz our dear wilson and ben are enlisting this week...anw they r in alrdy...w sengyang and a few more...good luck guys! jia you as well! We ate thai express and went to the alps to chill after dinner...had a nice time w them...more catch up next time... =)

Tue is a day fill w music!!! i went singing w wilson, jane n huisan...lots n lots of unglam moments...too bad there's no camera to capture all tat! we eat like nobody business, sing like nobody cares n chat like we nv chat b4! they r simply wonderful! after kbox, i met hui for dinner at timbre! yupz, jus the 2 of us...for some er ren shi jie! haha the band tat day was amazing...it was cool! we had pizzas and we DIDT drink! anyway, we dont drink often...well, i dont...jus some time for the fun out of it..i am sure a good gal... =X

Wed...i went for 2 interviews! so scary...but i didt like both the job...so yupz, i m continuing searching...looking for a job i reli like n enjoy it! i believe i can find such job rite? haha then, i went off to meet xueli, shuting n huisan for dinner!!! it been ages since i met up w xl n st le...heez went for dinner at waraku...guess wat! i saw Vanny! so long since i met him...wonder how's his planning le...hehez den the 4 of us went to TCC to chill...chit-chatting, listening to xl's story and taking pictures! all photos are uploaded in fb...

Thurs was my day w the little boy again...he's cute but jus like little children, they cant seem to stop playing, running etc...but since its their holiday, less work for him! shall find out wat he like to bribe him..he doesnt like sweets...anw went to watch movie after tat! blood the vampire...

Fri, another out w my dearest hui n anglea...met alex first b4 i meet up de rest...n guess wat, i was running at city hall area! coz my dear angela fainted at her workplace! so mi n alex rush down to "save" her! she was alright when we reached...but gal, pls take care of urself...i kw "cpr" worz...hehez

Tml! Its daphne 21st bdae celebrations!!! shall update again... =D

what's hangover???

I went cycling again!!! did anyone know i jus pick up cycling like last yr! n i m enjoying it! this time i went w my darling n wilson...milk wasnt there...so sad..haha anw we cycled de same route, from ecp to changi jetty n this time round something special...we cycled till the SAF ferry terminal! we even saw parents and frenz coming out from there, which means a new batch of boys booked in tat day...wilson is going there on de coming thurs le...take care bro! after tat, i rush home coz i got tuition...was abit late but its ok...

On fri night, i met up w seowhui after her work...n i m not late! haha instead someone is super late! oppz...we had our dinner at Swensens, suntec city...n now they got a few new courses...i like it! youwei came to join us for dinner as well...after dinner, met up w raymond n we went to the arcade...

den we went to double o! my first time there...drank quite abit n dance till de fullest! oh, xinyan joined us at dblo too! i even saw calvin there...i heard he is booking in nxt week too...haha anyway, i must say raymond, youwei, xinyan n seowhui are good clubbing bubby...had so much of fun n now everyone know my favourite songs!!! oppz...after club, even greater, we went for supper at the prata house! hooray! but i was alrdy spinning...so didt reli enjoy my prata...i vomited de moment i alighted from de cab...hangover...but it was ok...

Jus a photo to share...wasnt successful w photo-taking...

randomsss...

I saw my new baby cousin! it's a girl... =D
everyone's so joyful!
there's one more coming in 2 months time!

how amazing time flies...

i convinced myself to believe:
for when there r things taken away from us, there will be things given to us too...
i will b waiting...for a new start, new story, a new mi...

but for now, can i jus dig a hole n hide all those feelings inside until i feel alright to take it out?
mayb i m alrdy doing it...jus dun let de hole get bigger...
i m struggling w my thoughts & feeling...its something tat i feel i never know wat to do...
i wan to be happy...