Post Graduation Celebration!

It was a long long day of activities for mi...

On wed night, it was de post-graduation celebration for mi n jane...tgt w seowhui, jane's bro n his frenz, we went for mambo night! haha so long since i club...met up w dionna first, den hui for dinner, met up w jane at the esplanade (wat a place =( ), b4 jane's bro pick us up to zouk! n ya, went to look for wilson n played w his dog, Milk!! actually the real name of the dog is not milk, but milk is a nice name for his dog! J will b so happy to see this!! m i right? haha mambo night was alright, not fantastic but nice enough...i think jane, hui n mi went crazy n super high somehow...didt manage to drink much bcoz i dun wanna wash car! haha truth is i m jus not good at drinking! argh! We left jane, her bro n frenz at ard 2 plus for soccer! my favourite player (hui's lao gong) is playing for that match! So we ended up at Chijmes, met up w raymond & his classmates to watch the match --Man U vs Barcelona...so glad tat all of them r Man U fans too! but Man U lost...still, its a interesting match w so many ppl ard...so many ppl screaming, supporting their team n putting on their fav teams jersey...den at 5am, it was home sweet home...

woke up early the nxt morning as i need to go bai bai for this dumpling festival thingy...i was so tired n sleepy tat i didt kw wats going on the whole morning..jus help out n do watever i m told to..oppz...after tat, my aunt bought us for afternoon tea...i miss those high tea i had in melbourne! no hot chocolate thou...manage to catch some slp b4 i went off for my tuition! tat little boy is super happy todae, coz tml is his last day of school! he smile so brightly when he told mi tat he is having a holiday! how good it is to b able to jus smile n feel happy from the bottom of ur heart rite? anw wanna meet up w the rest after my tuition, but i m too tired..sorry guys...need to catch some rest n save my energy for tml! haha

some photos b4 i go off...

Graduation!!


My Family!!!


My classmates!!!


CSCC peers!!!

i love this photo! nice cloudy background rite?

Also, Happy Birthday Youwei!!! i have alrdy lost count of ur age..oppz...stay young anw!

tata..tats all for nw...

i hope i will have a good sleep tonight =D

i guess i wanted to move on...but i do get struck here n there...

that feeling is weird...

sometime sweet, sometime bitter...

sometimes is bearable, but sometimes not...

so many thoughts...for jus a...

if he's doing fine? is he happy?

have de ans, n i will b fine?

anyway, i hope hui could move on too...i know she will, better den i do...

My Graduation!!!

Jus nw at 530pm was my graduation ceremony!!!

Diploma in Tourism & Resort Management!!

Yeah!! i am a offical diploma holder le!!! thou no merit or awards, i should b proud of myself..afterall is not a easy course to get into!! haha ask ard, see how many ppl couldnt get in.. =X

its a hard but sweet 3 years in poly...

first, my class- DTRM 03...when i knew i get into this class, i m excited!! coz i got friends i alrdy kw from workplace- Jesslyn & Diana!! n more surprising is SiLing!! i met her at the clinic when we did the check-up!! n tats 3 yrs ago...Wow wow wow!! my class is so special as we onli hav 2 guys in our class!! den in yr 2, it left w the one & only one after another one drop out...i guess he (ZhuanKai) must be happy now, coz he is free from the rest of the 18 girls!!! its a very memorable 3 yrs spend w my class...still rmb the days where we chiong for projects, fight to meet dateline, trying hard to understand our lecturers n many many more!!! thanks alot to dtrm 03 for that wonderful memories!!! lets keep in contact ok? to my clique: lets meet up soon ok?

Next, is Cscc peers...quite a number of us were at the same time slot jus nw...got yiwen, yinzi, huisan, jane, kelvin, junwei, junsheng, hweekiat n mi!! joycelyn, daphne n wilson came to join us as well!! haha i must say, life in poly have been interesting w these ppl ard!! jus like tat, we had spend 3 yrs camping, attending events, doing CS, nua-ing in club together!! cant believe time past tat fast!! they make my life in poly brighter n more exciting!!! stay in contact too ok? for those boys, jia you for NS!! heez n most impt, special thanks to my darling n huisan!! they bought mi flowers!!! so sweet of them..xie xie ni men =D

not forgetting my FAMILY!!! thank you mummy, daddy n brother for coming down todae...they must b very bored inside the convention centre...but yup!! i m sure they r so proud of mi!! i didt waste their effort n money to send mi to study in poly!! big hug to u all!!! muacks!!

den is angela, seowhui n xiaohua!! haha they r my best friends forever!! thank you so much for waiting for mi, taking photos for mi n attending my graduation!! had a wonderful time w u guys tonight!! look forward to our oversea trip!!! cheers!!! millions of thanks! n creadit to hui for the flowers too!!

finally, i wanna thanks him too...afterall, some of the credits should go to him...he was there w mi for most of my life in poly...still rmb those days where we study, camp, play, rot/nua n date tgt..all this had accompany thru my poly life n i m glad tat i have all this memories!! =D life hav been beautiful w u ard for this 2 & a half yrs...hope i did u proud as well...coz part of the effort goes to u! a big thank you! still abit disappointed for not receiving ur msg...but i kw its different nw...

shall end here, after all the thank yous...will update the photos soon!! =D

Happy birthday to Weien n Junwei!!!

Happy 21st Birthday Weien!!!

On fri, i met the rest of the "unemployed" at tampines to go to weien's bdae chalet...haha the rest meet up at a later timing after their work...his chalet is near changi village n its wulu..heez we took a bus from the interchange n we even miss our stop!! its reli wulu but the scenery there is nice!! even better for couples...n we have a few more couples from club!!

anyway, the chalet there is big!! we hang ard chit-chatting while waiting for the rest n de foods!! n we gossip like as usual!!! oppz...everyone become so kpo when melissa's bf came to fetch her...haha den was huisan's bf as well...had a good chat w everyone but the bdae boy..he is so busy preparing n entertaining everyone...we stay overnight at the chalet, one by one fall aslp except mi, wilson, crystal n chongyan...haha the 2 of them went "LM" for the whole night!! haha honeymoon period is sweet... mi n wilson walked to changi v and the changi jetty, had our supper cum breakfast b4 the rest start waking up...den i went for breakfast again!! had the red tea jelly dessert...heez (onli he will know)...we left the chalet at ard 1pm plus..thanks jun wei for dropping us at the mrt!! Happy 20th birthday to u too!!! =D

That's the front gate of the chalet...

Amazingly the view there is fantastic!!!

I reach home at abt 2pm plus and den was Zzz time!! i was suppose to meet hui for drinking but i m sorry hui..i woke up close to 9pm!!! wanted to go n join them as well, but i dont feel good..so decided to stay at home n rest..i will join u guys another time if there is any k? meanwhile, yup, i will train up my drinking skill!!!

Sunday was a family day!! we went for dim sum breakfast tgt...i can say my parents are reli cute!! a bit heavy to use on them but they make mi n my bro laugh till our stomach crump!! heez den dad bought us to the mandai columbarium to bai ji my grandparents...everyone miss them...hope they r fine over at another side of the world...

After tat, bcoz its still early, we force daddy to drive us ard..he bought us the the upper seletar reservoir, seletar reservoir n a few more which i dun rmb the road name...heez i wonder how i m going to drive ard when i got my licence!!! heez a nice day out w my family!!! =D

Monkeys!! we saw lots of monkeys in a of the reservoir...n we saw ppl feeding them!! aiyoyo...

pass by his camp on fri...lots of memories reappeared in my heart...commando...how many sweat n pain he went thru in there, how many parades i had attended, n many many more good memories...above all, nth beat how proud i m for him...i hav always n still been proud of him...for awhile, i feel like crying...my heart ache harder n its bitter...but as i think back, i wanna smile...
i m glad tat he is doing fine now...deep inside, i wanna wish him-all e best...

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道你好不好

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀
还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到你好不好

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqtZGKA9Y8g

Hui's Graduation!!!

Congratulations to Low Seowhui!!!

She is a offical diploma holder le...watmore she got diploma w merit!!! wow!! =D
everyone is so proud of her!! Great job hui!! jus a pity tat both of us r not in de same school...
mi n anglea went early to sit in as her "parents" but after tat her parents came to take photos w her...first time we travel down to TP...but we still love SP... =D

i believe she smile...from the bottom of her heart...

Thanks to hui n angela, they bought mi to the new tampines 1 mall...feel so like the little green frog in the well..oppz...there are alot of interesting shops, new shops n alot of jap restuarants!! they promise to bring mi there to eat soon...hui got us flowers too!!! millions of thanks to hui!!! =D

Hua wasnt able to join us there as she got work...but we met up after tat for dinner n drinking...actually suppose to b a surprise for hui, but silly mi, say it out jus like tat..argh!! no more fun!! anyway, we got lost!! i didt know the way to timbre @ substation...i hav been there b4, n i like it...but i couldnt find the way there!!! so sorry hui...in the end, we found our way to timbre @ the art house...it was cool...the band was nice, singing songs tat melted my heart...thou i think i still prefer the substation one...oppz...we had pizzas, some snacks n drink alot...after some time, alex n his army frenz came to join us...haha had some fun n we went off soon for another place...

Hua has to leave first as she is working todae...the rest of us?? alex n his frenz got off whereas angela n hui took off...tats y nobody wanna go home so early...we ended up at a retro bar call "Yello Jello"...it was almost empty inside...on a tue night...expected rite? haha we had more drinking...n we played "cai quan", in the end i drank more...to the certain tat my head is spinning...but thanks to alex frenz n angela, they drink my share when i lose...oppz i wasnt good at drinking, didt like the bitter taste n i got drunk easily...but i m determine to go for more... =) need some training rite? heez

Congrats to the 4 of us!!! we r now diploma holder!!! n mayb degree holder in a few yrs time!!! jia yous!!! love u guys!!!

Huihui!! congrats for getting diploma w merit!! we r so proud of u!! n so sorry for being such a sotong...didt mean to say out de...u kw mi ar..haha look forward to my graduation worz!!! =D n lets look forward to the next gathering!!! hohoho...more mario kart, prawning n many many more...=X

Prawning & Picnic!!!

Last fri was a fruitful day for mi!!!

last fri met up w my darling to buy the ingredients for our sandwiches...we r making chicken mayo & egg mayo...so fetch her from yishun bus interchange and we alighted at Sembawang shopping centre...bought her to the water splash park (as usual kena chase out by the security guard), n off we went to giant!!! supermart r always the best place to shop coz its always fill w new n interesting stuffs...yuppie!! also had a long nice chat w her...it feel goods...always glad tat i hav her ard to guide mi thru this period...it must b tough on her as well...n nobody will ever know how much we had put in...but yup, we r getting use to it soon...smile my darling...u will b happy... =D n i forget to mention tat i bought her to the taste of thailand restuarant!!! she love it!!

after tat, went off to meet alex, angela and seowhui...guess wat...i went prawning again!!! haha second time of the week..i hav a group of love-prawning frenz!! n i m glad i hav them...if not jiu no more prawning for mi le...anyone who wanna go prawning can find mi ok? heez mi n hui share a rod, alex n angela share one...n tat day we did something disgusting...we use worms as the bait n the worst thing is we hav to cut the worms into smaller part...hui n angela dun dare to do, so end up mi n alex trying to tear the worms into parts..it was awful!! super disgusting...there's even juices flowing out from the center of the worms!!! but wow!! its reli easier to catch the prawns!!! i think after 3 hours, we got like 60 over prawns!!! haha we cant believe it too!!! cant even imagine how the 4 of us finish up so many prawns...yummy yummy!!! we had fries, chicken wings n satay as well...food n more food!! i hav been eating alot!! abit too much...mayb one day i cant even get out from my house gate!! haha =X

Some photos to share:

Thats de number of prawns we caught!!! we used up 2 bbq pit..

Hui's holding the smaller prawn of the day n i m holding to the biggest prawn if tat day...

my prawning khaki =D
in the process of making chicken mayo...

my darling!!!

On sat, i woke up early to complete the making process of the sandwiches!!! i m trying to get everyone fat!! i use 20 eggs for my egg mayo sandwiches!! haha met up ben n weien at ps to take a bus to Botanic Garden!!! i always wanna go for picnic but nv hav e chance until todae!! =)

luckily the weather was good tat day...didt rain, jus humid n hot...

the picnic was fun!! also a gathering for the yr 3s...there are mi, huisi, yiwen, yinzi, krayon, daphne, joycelyn, kelvin, ben, weien, wilson, junwei, yujiang, kuo qiang...everyone prepared something...there are chicken wings, cakes, agar agar, salads, fruits, bee hoon, hotdogs, fishballs sandwiches and many many more!! we got too much foods!! haha but its fun to jus sit there eating n chit-chatting w them!! =D

so fast, all of us hav alrdy spend like 3 yrs tgt...camps, activities n many more tat we had went thru tgt...haha they r a wonderful group of frenz!!!

*These are the days, my frenz

we know they never end

CSCC the place we want to be

we share our happiness

we'll all work hand in hand

for we are young and sure to hav our way...

we met up at this gate!!

beautiful swans...

look at the amount of food we have!!! so scary!!!

alot of thoughts have been going thru my mind...is it worth it? is it jus mi? did he feel de same as well? i reli wonder if i could get any ans...

ytd...it was once a special day to mi...i tt i smile when i look at our photos taken mayb a few months ago...for a moment, i feel the bitterness overtake mi within that sweet smile..but ytd was a terrible day...for my best frenz at least...my heart ache, for a moment i tt it might jus stop beating...

i cant do much..for i m weak myself...my dear hui, all i can say is u will always mi here, 24/7...afterall i kw it hurts terrible...not tat i can fully understand urs but its tat kind of pain tat make our heart bleed non-stop...cant describe...but i can always lend u my listening ears...jus like u had lend mi urs when i need it...rmb, u can always fall on mi...pour it on mi...i will b there...no matt how strong u r, cried when it come, hide when u wan to...didt i did the same? i got a shoulder here for u, 24/7 too...u will b able to smile soon...let's jia you tgt k? =D

thank you...

i cried...


it hurts more den i could imagine...


but i knew its not a good-bye but a thank you...


thank lots for e memories... =)

A day out...

Wow!! i finally brought my mum to take the Singapore flyer...after so long since i work there..heez went shopping w my mum at marina sq...thou i didt manage to get anything..not in need of anything at the moment..den when we had our lunch at the open space at the food court, we suddenly had the feeling of taking the flyer..so there we go!!! woooo =X

This is a model of the IR...you can onli get to see it when u take the flyer!!!

haha..i guess its another mother's day present for my mum!!! had to thanks weisung & alywn for the help...arigato!!

after tat, my mum went off to meet my aunt for dinner whereas i went off to meet xiaohua and hui!!! so long since we meet up w xiaohua!! must be real proud of her..coz she is a nurse!! i m so afraid of blood...heez we had our dinner at pizza hut and guess wat..we went prawning after tat!!! they knew i often go prawning w him n nw they say they will take over de job...heez thanks guys!! i did had luck tat night but oppz..lack of skill..all my prawns swim away...sobx sobx anyway its fun!!

Right ppl at the right place, right time...

i regretted...
from e moment tat i start reading it, i regretted...
i finished it from the very first to the very last...
i wanted to stop but i didt...
i was trying to prove it wrong...but its more than true after i read...
i m jus the right person, at the right place, at the right timing...
i tt i m blessed but instead i m jus plain naive...
i felt being used...
thou i did hav happy memories...it may all jus be a pile of lies...
lies for so long...yrs...
lies...
for all tat i treasure w every strength of mi..are all lies...
i felt silly...i dun even kw from the start if its true...
i m jus a tree being used to cover another...
i felt hurt, for being used...
i wont to it to anyone...for everyone deserve to be treasure not used...

Happy Mother's Day!!!

To all the mummy :

母亲节快乐！

Happy Mother's Day!

Today was a busy day for mi!!
I woke up late this morning, so my mother's day lunch become dinner...went for tuition in the afternoon, rush home and start preparing my self-make mother's day dinner!!! anyway, i decided to cook for my mum instead of going out to dine as we knew tat todae every restaurants in singapore will be packed..so didt wan to waste time waiting outside...n my mum said, it had been a long time since i cook n she misses it...
So i rush home to prepare after tuition...i start my preparation from 5pm plus and i finishes at ard 8pm!!! haha its long but worth the time and sweat...=D

it's a western style dinner...not veri nice looking but its tasty!!! Very!!! i will let the photos do the talking...

Happy Mother's Day, mummy!!!

Millions of thank you for all the love & care you shower on us...you are always my best mummy!!!

Jack Daniel Global tour...

i went drinking...
for watever reason, i didt kw...
it was terrible...
i tt i can take more...
but it was blackout after tat...
tat feeling was horrible...
i guess its time to improve my drinking...

I went cycling ytd w jane!! once again, i cycled from ecp to changi beach, pass by the aiport runway and back to ecp...wow!! it feels good to be able to tired out myself...whatsmore, i saw a few planes taking off right above mi!!! the sun, the wind, the scenary...everything was reli beautiful...however, bad things do happen...i almost fly off my bike when a lizard ran pass mi at the middle of the road...lucky for mi, i didt injuried much...but my poor jane...she cut her leg when she is making a turn and hit into the pole...funny is, we cant stop laughing at first, coz we didt knew tat the pole can move! hope it wont leave a scar...heez anyway, as usual, we eat after exercising..so sinful but happy!!!

So much of playing...no no...its exercising...haha time for mi to reli look for a job!! reli too boring to jus stay at home and nua...

anyway, i look at his ord photos...so smart, so grand, so amazing...this little parade of theirs, mark the 2 yrs of their sweat and blood...along the way, some fall while some manage to hang on...some tears while some smile...they helped each others thru...they spend their nights in jungle tgt...no matter how tough and hard it is, they all make it...its their day...n i feel so proud of once being part of it...n i believe all those who went thru it de same way as mi, feels de same too...cheers!! for the wonderful 2 yrs in commando!!

Birthday celebrations...

Went for Kian's 21st bdae celebration on sat...Happy 21st Birthday to him!!
actually at first. there's onli mi n huisan...but i guess we r good at self-entertaining...so wasnt a prob afterall...wilson came from baiyu's bdae party at the later timing and everyone is waiting for him to cut cake!!! even greater than de bdae boy sia...but thanks..wilson was there to entertain us for the second half...we chat alot and share alot...den something amazing happen!! JianRong appeared!! is like wow!! mi n huisan was thinking how come tat person look so familar..oppz...but it feel so nice to meet up w them again...i guess i had a good day...=)

Sun afternoon...i had my first tuition w this pri 1 boy...not as scary as i think but alot of patience is needed...Meet up w seowhui and angela for kbox!! finally our singing session...we hav been saying abt it since mayb 1 mth plus ago..but mayb is not de right time to go kbox...i cried a few times when they sang those songs tat bring back memories of us...its ok...i will need some time...things will b better later...n i know in future when i think back...i will smile..coz once in my life, we met each other and we once loved...



一下下

最后一班悬浮火车
满载悬在空气中的不舍
我们却像陌路旅客在月台分开站着毫无牵扯

现在的我能说什么
徘徊你们之间的流浪者
说决定性是给你的却要你给我留下来的许可

我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底的分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想再哭(不爱)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法 再不再想他

希望你是谅解我的
感动过的痕迹还能割舍
一颗心就要爱你了
暂停一下并不算出尔反尔

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ST2XMZyjgDw

I wish i can be there...

Went out w huisan to search for Kian's present...Jane joined us for awhile b4 she went for work...and she bought us egg tarts!! made by herself..thanks darling!!

Had a great time w huisan todae...had a long chat w her, long walking session and many many silly laughter...We did de most silly & shy things today..omg!! i couldnt believe i did tat!! tats de secret btw de 3 of us!!! shhh...

Anyway, i m going to tutor on sunday!! pray for mi tat the parents wont be tat difficult to handle and i will enjoy it...

I wish i can be there...

I reli hope so...

but i didt...

coz is not u tat wan mi to b there...

n i know i wont be able to take it...

i cant take another round of this all over again...

i dont wan to b hurt...

i m alrdy hurting...

But i hope everything is great...everyone is proud of u n u deserve a "Congrats!!"