it has ended..i kept telling myself...i m still trying...worst when she called n cried w mi...i dun wan it..i cried my eyes out tat night...trying to find reasons to contact him..move on yanmei...i m trying...
someone told mi, i dont have to say goodbye coz i wont be able to say goodbye for he's someone i once loved so deeply...n its ok...for i had alrdy been great all this while...n rmb tat there r more beautiful things ahead waiting for mi...